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Thursday, March 31, 2011
prac was super duper productive today ;DD zomg ahaha zheng laoshi came (rgco calls him zheng chaoji whereas tnsco calls him zheng yeye), so then he put his awesomeness to work and then now we're loads better than before ;DD though at times it was kinda confusing since we were more used to wang laoshi's conducting, but still (: saying it was great would undermine prac today's awesomeness ;DD
when he came i kinda started wondering how it wldve been like if i had accepted the dsa offer to dunman and gone into dhsco. wld i even get into combined prac when i became a senior? :/
zheng laoshi also said some real meaningful stuff which let me see things in a different way. maybe being behind nygh and hci isnt so bad after all (:
started on a new aesthetic module today - art and design ;DD zomg ahaha at first i was like - pfft why why why i just wanna sleep in class for 3 hours, but then it turned out super awesome haha ;DD then after school at the bus stop i saw the art teacher and she actually recognised me (: awww ahaha xD
went home with hui qing ;DD we shall go home together after prac every thurs - that is if i can find her ahaha xD
no school tmrw! ;DD oohlala pure awesomeness~
what i want to do tomorrow -
- go to prac
- discuss lit pt with groupmates
- go for gift
what i most likely will end up doing -
- go to prac
- discuss lit pt with groupmates
- go for tuition
pfft i seriously wanna go to gift tmrw but i doubt i can bcos of a few reasons, one of which is that my parents wont let me :/ hmm but then gift's really impt to me too, and then it's really awesome seeing those pro friday volunteers interacting with children. seriously it's just AWESOME okay ;DD
hmm okay that's all, shall rest now. sheesh i've been resting and doing zero stuff since tues. i feel like a pig and a lazy bum. haiz .__. oh and i have yet to start on geog aa :/
okay that's all, my brain is commanding me to go do random stuff eg disturb my brother so byes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:23 PM
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
oh my goodness i'm so worried for something :/
zomg someone pissed me off so much today, i felt the most pissed off today than any other day this month :/ oh my goodness i was so pissed i just walked out of class, slammed the door, and just stood outside class with my elbows on the ledge and stared out into the distance. and i rarely do that, usually i just feel angry but i dont do anything much, at most be cold to that person. i just cant believe i let myself just fly off like that, but at least i didnt yell at her or something, thou i pretty much should have done that. and in fact i dont even think she realised what she did was utterly selfish, mean and spiteful.
sometimes i wish i could just go up to you, slap that stupid face of yours and tell you exactly what i think of you.
thanks jingyin, jiayi and cheryl for putting up with my constant whining of the above person and understanding exactly how i felt (:
oh my goodness i sound like a total bitch now :X
french was epic ahaha xD wasnt so bad today (:
okay that's all, dinner now. byes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 7:52 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
zomg okay i know lately i've been like blogging and ranting a lot but i just keep encountering stuff that piss me off ttm :/ and it's all little petty things but ohwells i just wanna shout somewhere pfft.
i cant stand it whnvr people are like pissed at me or smt for something stupid/small/ridiculous when in the first place they didnt do anything. i freaking slaved over something and just forgot to ___ and i got treated super coldly by ____ when she herself didnt even d anything .__. i mean seriously if i were a slacker and didnt do my part then maybe you have the right to be like that to me but a. i did the work and you didnt; b. it was just a small error and could have easily been fixed with a click of the mouse. sheesh sometimes i feel like i shld stop being so teamwork-ish and cooperative and just dump all the work at my groupmates like what a lot of people do to me nowadays, just bcos i happen to care about the project and they dont give a crap. or even if they care it's just stupid empty words that dont translate to actions.
zomg i think i'm getting back my french papers tomorrow stupid stupid listening compre .__. haiz. i'm seriously praying i'll pass bcos if my lit fails i'll be able to sub lit with french whee ;DD
oh and i just solved the above problem with the click of a mouse and a few "ctrl + c"s and "ctrl v"s. isnt it simple? come let's learn how to solve minor problems together! -.-
thank goodness for home and my brother to rant to. it's awesome yelling all my feelings at him ahaha xD and i think ___ actually likes him ewww stop telling me that youre similar to him okay i know youre not and youre just pretending. and cmon it's MY BROTHER! seriously? hmm okay i'm digressing so byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:33 PM
zomg practicing pipa now and MY STRING RUSTED :X not only that i'm feeling super rusty now and i dont even have the energy to play loudly (the 4 string part) :/ zomg screwed or screwed. idk if i can even pass exam this year :/
oh yeah i nidda get new nails too but i'm too lazy all the time ahaha xD
WHERE'S MY NEW PIPA? it was supposed to come end march but my teacher went overseas .__. pfft i want my pipa ;DD heh but i'll still love my current one (:
hmm okay that's all i was just feeling bored ciao~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:35 PM
oh my goodness history maths and lit exam today O: I SCREWED UP MY MATHS :X byebye maths sobs sobs :( zomg some more maths was like one of my best subjs last year :/ haiz .__. heh but i rmbr last year the first maths exam we had was HORRIBLE i did really badly zomg zomg, so at least this time it's not so bad heh (: lit and history wasnt as horrible as i expected, so whee ;DD but on the other hand i expected them to be epic and super duper difficult pfft.
pfft i cant stand it whenever i'm having a grp discussion with people and then my groupmate's friends have nth to do so they just crash and disturb us. okay in the first place i just dont like having people around whnvr we're having group discussions. zomg that's one of the things that pissed me off today. second thing was... THE DOOR. zomg idk why but i suddenly cant stand it whnvr the class aircon is switched on and people just come in or leave without closing the door. pfft waste of electricity. and it's not like closing the door's that difficult, unless youre carrying like 1341875 things but i'm sure i wldve noticed if you were and helped you instead right. grr.
hmm ohwells shant rant anymore. must SMILE AND BE HAPPY ;DD okay tata shall sleep now (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 5:15 PM
Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
sheesh wanted to wake up at 5.30 but woke up at 6.30 instead. just great .__.
history, maths and lit exam tmrw. zomg seriously since when were 3 papers put together? pfft feeling so annoyed now, not just bcos of the papers but bcos of someone else.
zomg lately i've really become so pessimistic, pissed and whiny. pfft i shld change now, but being with ___ seriously makes you pissed off ALL THE TIME like zomg why dyou keep on having to talk about this and that and just be a plain PHONY? like seriously maybe i prefer you to your fake persona. gah okay i'm annoyed ttm again .__.
hmm okay i shld start studying now. lit teacher showed us a poem today and zomg i seriously cldnt do it thanks very much for lowering my confidence pfft. so byebyes.
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 6:45 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
zomg i seriously need to take up a hobby now :X whenever i dont feel like working or doing anything i just stone and then browse through random websites .__. i'm probably a living example of NO LIFE pfft.
i seriously feel like just picking up my phone and smsing people but i think i'm wasting their time and disturbing them :/ haiz.
let's see what i did today
- tuition pfft ahaha it's alws fun whenever ashleigh comes early so i get to talk to her ;DD
- finished AAs due tmrw! ;DD
- took a blissful afternoon nap (:
- youtubing
- pig out pfft
- tv! ;DD
okay i feel so "productive". now this is what i shld be doing:
- switch on mugger mode O:
- pipa!
- piano!
- theory hw!
and this is what i realised i constantly think about:
- gift! enough said, it's AWESOME ;DD
- 6i reunion zomg zomg zomg WE MUST HAVE ONE ;DD
oh my goodness i seriously have no life. i'm too lazy to go out, i'm feeling too sian to study etc etc. bleh :X oh and i'm coughing ttm now sheesh .__. just took medicine too. hmm. anws okay something stressful just happened to ____ and i'm feeling stressed myself (yes it's contagious) so i shld just say byebye now and run far far away from whatever's happening wheee (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:01 PM
someone save me :X
oh my goodness i'm like freaking out now. i havent finished my AAs which are due tomorrow and i still have yet to study for the exams this tuesday :/
i tried doing the lit reflections but i exceeded the word limit by like 50 .__. yes i know i have serious cuttings to do pfft. english biography also exceeded since someone told me i seemed to be rushing through it so i decided to elaborate and it obviously didnt turn out that well since i exceeded the word limit .__. oh my goodness help me help me help me help me help me.
exams zomg it's scary thinking about it. i know i keep telling myself that history is just sbq so there's no need to study; literature cant study since we dont know which poem is coming out; and maths is just formulas and we shldve memorised them already while doing the worksheets. haiz but even then i still feel super unprepared :/ i seriously dont wanna deteriorate from last year :/
earth hour was ytd! DID YOU SWITCH OFF YOUR ELECTRICITY? if you didnt then poof i hate you ttm .__.
wanted to wear green today but i realised none of my green shirts were in my cabinet pfft ahaha xD GREEN FTW~ okay actually now i like GREEN, PINK and GREY ;DD awesomeee (:
oh my goodness i just realised i'm so tense that even my shoulders are hunching. haiz :/ i shld get a shoulder massage ahaha xD anws shall take a break and watch tv now, byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 7:01 PM
oh my goodness am i obsessed? i keep thinking of ____. not saying it's a bad thing, but i think it's gonna make me prioritize it too much, such that it goes above school stuff and time with family and friends :/
second week without pipa lesson. okay i havent pracced much with my own pipa since i keep using the sch's one bcos i dont wanna bring mine and i dont have much time to prac at home. hmm i bet my string's rusted alr .__. better go change it soon pfft.
zomg worried ttm for my lit and english aa :X i seriously dont know how to improve it based on the peer review :/ haiz. anws yep that's all, might update more later (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:27 AM
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
GIFT = AWESOME ;DDDD
today was the most fun i've had in a really long time ;DD
went to gift today! ;DD but left home a bit too early so ended up reaching gift really early too ahaha xD so waited for jeffery since he was reaching early too (: he brought along a friend (: pfft then we went to the 4th floor by accident (bishhhh) and then walked down to the second floor, found the room locked, then went to get the key at the office. but they told us someone had taken it alr, so we went up once more. pfffffft .__.
saw hayathi whee ;DD so few people came today - me, hayathi, jeffery, jeffery's friend ilham (not sure how to spell pfft), manisha, yong quan, theodore, may and jun herng. zomg haha but session was still awesome. but zomg i feel like such a failure today somehow :/ haiz :X debrief was fun too, since we kept digressing ahaha xD oh and my brother and vijay joined us for lunch ;DD our table had me, my brother, manisha and may. zomg first time me, manisha, hayathi and theodore didnt sit at the same table .__. oh but then it was still awesome ;DD chee yang became our new waitor whee ;DD but may was so nice and didnt order him arnd pfft. hee okay then when may, my brother and theodore left yongquan sat with us since we only had 2 people heh. zomg it was awesome just talking to them ;DD
after lunch manisha, hayathi went off and the rest of us took 98 to the mrt. yongquan got off bcos he was going home. zomg so happy had company for a small part of the train ride ;DD haha was so funny we were talking about teeth zomg. but then someone said smt and it seemed depressing but he said it in a funny way and idk why i laughed but now i feel guilty and ashamed :/ but apart from that it was all alright and fun ;DD
went to raffles city and met hana and yongling. zomg raffles city is seriously the most convenient area for all of us to meet, so pro right ;DD ahaha xD okay then we discussed stuff at starbucks. quite productive heh ;DD we didnt digress much zomg achievement much! ;DD oh then yongling went to buy macs ice-cream and me and hana went home together. zomg so happy we actually get off at the same stop ;DD
i cant believe that so many people said i look studious today .__. and they said it might be bcos of my braces which is seriously no consolation since i almost didnt get it pfft.
anws that's all heh, SATURDAYS ARE AWESOME ;DD okay so that's all, the tv is switched on for a reason xD so tata~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:45 PM
Friday, March 25, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
somehow everything always turn out right (:
haha was super worried about something but now it's okay (: and i feel less guilty/worried already (:
meeting up to discuss rs tmrw zomg my team's real slack and slow ahaha xD nvm that's just US ;DD cherylhanayonglingsuchen (:
co assembly performance today. zomg i feel so failed :/ like everytime tanbo came out i felt like we were rushing. idk if it's bcos the conductor was fast or we just rushed :/ haiz then i tried to hard to keep to the normal speed/look at wls but then it'll feel like i was lagging and i really had no idea what to do :X
shld i go for qingming next week? if i go i may not have time for hw and i'll have to miss co prac :/ actually at first i only worried abt hw bcos i thought there wldnt be prac but found out today that there is prac on that day zomg what to do :X
hmm shall eat a super late dinner now! ahaha okays so byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:04 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
whee just printed literature poem for peer review tomorrow. zomg feel so relieved that i got some work done (:
HAHA TODAY WAS EPIC ;DD
music was half-half. computer music sucked ttm since my group totally screwed it up .__. okay i know i'm not a perfectionist but seriously isnt it impt that we get the beats/rhythm correct for the music? and also the song is SMOOTH so dont hop around please pfft. so anws the rhythm was screwed up, and i really felt like just snatching the keyboard away to do it myself (even thou my piano sucks a bit too ahaha xD) or just redoing and redoing and redoing until we got it correct :/ but i didnt, since no one else thought it necessary. and in the end, our project was screwed up ttm :X
keyboard music was loads more fun ahaha xD last week when i saw that we had balloted for country & western style i was like AWESOME ;DD but then after a while i realised it was difficult .__. pfft. so then today i was worried ttm and everyth was just all wrong but then it was assessment and tada! AWESOME as i said earlier ;DD the teacher was like suanning us the entire time. she kept saying, i dont believe it, cannot be correct, etc etc and my group (different people from computer music) was like, oh gosh see i knew it sucked but then the teacher said, "it's just too high" and we went WHOOPEE ahaha it was so funny and relieving! ;DD
anws prac was alright zomg idk why i got the same massive headache as ytd and felt so tired the entire time. and i really get the impression that ___ hates pipa so much, whether it's bcos we suck or she just hates our sound :/ haiz :X
hmm the tv awaits me ahaha, shall go watch now, byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:57 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
i wont even pretend to say i'm not feeling tired, drained and stress from everything now.
i'm sick of rushing through homework all the time. exams, AAs are due super soon and i havent even finished any. bio and lit drafts are due tmrw and the day after respectively and i still havent produced a draft that's worth submitting. and can someone please quit telling me shes gonna fail the exams? youre obv super confident of getting 4.0s in everything and for some stupid reason youre telling me youre gonna fail and i seriously dk what on earth's going on in your head. youre just reminding me of how worried i am of my own studies and work. and something super mean you did to me last year has really made me understand you better and i think i do know why youre being like this now.
i'm sick of losing sleep and missing meals. there was a time when i had ZERO panda eyes. well of course that time's passed already since my panda eyes are getting darker and darker since i'm losing sleep. missing meals are horrible too. esp friday. yes thank you friday, for having such a long lunch queue but super short lunch time so i sometimes end up eating super little or nothing at all. afterwards i just go for prac, then tuition, and only eat something close to 10pm.
sometimes i feel like just yelling to my brother, "hey you, go help me do my homework" since he seems super free sometimes. but of course i wont since it's not fair and i'm not supposed to do it. haiz at least i have him to talk to and rant about stuff (which he also knows what it's like, all the points above he's been through) and it's really great to know i can just talk and talk and talk (perhaps he fell asleep halfway) and he still understand (or maybe hes faking but i appreciate that too).
i currently feel like stuffing a sock down loads of people's throats. okay let's change topic.
french exam was HORROR. listening compre sucked bcos there was ppl outside the classrm making noise and i was sitting right next to the window. so yes, i got distracted and didnt even pay attention to the reading. i feel super dumb now. i screwed it up so much i cld just quit french now.
okay maybe french wasnt really a good topic to talk about since it's depressing. never mind shall do hw now ciao~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:15 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
FRENCH EXAM TOMORROW.
oh my goodness i could just pull all my hair out :/
but on the other hand i wont.
AAs all due soon, exams all coming. oh my goodness i seriously dont know how i can sleep properly at night now :/
got back bio SPA today. zomg i was like
OHMYGOODNESSTHANKYOUSOMUCHFORNOTFAILINGME
but of course i didnt say that out loud to the teacher (: zomg i seriously cant believe i did alright (not amazing or anything barh, but satisfying :]) even though i didnt even touch on the last page. thank goodness for the end of bio SPA and PT, now all that's left is PPA, but that's scary too *shivers*
i seriously think i'm just gonna take trip science even though my humanities are so much better. it's not that i'm forced to take trip science or anything, i just find it more interesting (: i'd rather do something interesting than do something that makes my life a crappy torture even if i'd do better in them. or at least that's what i think now, maybe next year i'll crumble under the stress and just drop french, stop pipa, break from piano, run around the house screaming pfft .__. and everyone keeps telling me that trip science is total HORROR (thanks awesome seniors for freaking me out ahaha xD) haiz pfft why cant i be freakishly interested and awesome in sciences so i know 100% that i shld take it :/
ahaha anws i shall go disturb my brother. aww hes so quiet today, wonder what's up. ohwells HARLO SMALL BOY and byebyes blogger (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 7:59 PM
thank goodness for home-cooked lunch
nowadays i dont lunch at home anymore :/ even on saturdays and sundays. pfft. anws today didnt eat much during break (even thou it was after pe and i was oh so tired) and then rushed home after school for piano without eating lunch. when i reached home i also had to chiong through theory hw so that meant no lunch until 4.30 .__. oh my goodness if i keep on like this i'll probably get an eating disorder or smt.
just realised i havent even showered yet .__.
zomg history AA due tomorrow and I AM SCREWED :X:X:X:X:X geog's the worst actually, i srsly dk what on earth i'm supposed to do. and english and literature AA... D:
anws better finish up history now. byebyes.
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 4:30 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
ahaha no pipa today zomg at least i didnt have to rush or anything (: last week i was alr in my dad's car and we were on the way to my teacher's hse. but then i suddenly realised i had forgotten to take my pipa with me so we had to go back home to get it .__. pfft since when does someone forget to bring her pipa when going for pipa lesson xD
zomg haha just remembered that last friday i saw samantha and amirin at orchard ;DD was lunching with ya jiun when i saw samantha (she was collecting donations for spca and signatures for the japan quake victims). then i was going to the mrt station with ya jiun and rachel when i saw amirin with his mom. zomg coincidence ahaha xD but i'll definitely never see any gifters at parkway or anywhr in the east since it's too far aww.
still cant find my bio file pfft. zomg i really feel like saying something abt ____ but then it'll probably offend them and they'll go, "no i'm not like that what" but if i ____ then they'll probably show me that they actually are like that .__.
anws that's all tata (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 11:14 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
sesame street is awesome ;DD
ahaha zomg i keep watching sesame street videos now (: heh i wanted to wake up at 8 to watch sesame street on playhouse disney (zomg why i do i even still have that channel?) but then i woke up at 10 .__.
haha it felt weird not waking up early to go to gift today. hmm if i lived near gift then actually i cld wake up at 7.45 to wash up, watch sesame street at 8, then make my way to gift at 8.30 zomg what an awesome plan right ;DD i shld propose it to the gifters (:
sesame street is education btw xD
zomg okay i'm currently staring at my bio pt model (why's it on the table?) and it looks super oversized and messy ahaha xD jiayous to me thou, it's due this monday O:
hmm dont think there's pipa tmrw since my tcher's going overseas ahaha abandon me :( therefore, i shant go for masterclass muahaha xD
anws that's all, tata~
ehh japan try not to bury the reactor okay :(
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 1:03 PM
Friday, March 18, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
A IS FOR AWESOME ;DD
ahaha i got that from sesame street! cookie monster was going - c is for cookie, that's good enough for me. AHAHA EPIC xD just like a is for awesome, that's good enough for me ;DD
i'm seriously obsessed with the song elmo's ducks .__. what's wrong with me.
heh prac today was fun ;DD but so many people didnt come :/ hmm so prac ended half an hour early and it was awesome bcos for once i wasnt late for tuition ahaha xD ehh it's really great not being late for stuff haha xD
hmm wonder if there's prac tmrw.
anws that's all shall shower now (: tata~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:55 PM
JIAYOU JAPAN
just finished piano zomg ahaha believe it or not i actually felt more hyper after it (: see that just shows my enthusiasm ahaha xD
co prac ltr zomg ytd among the pipas only me and yu qing turned up .__. heh we were reminiscing about the songs we played last time zomg i feel so sad that i've forgotten how to play cao yuan :/ oh and i realised that all the songs i love so much are those that liu laoshi made me cry while learning them .__. this is so retarded. anws then i guess i better hope that i cry while learning this year's exam pieces pfft :/
ahaha stayed up at night to watch sesame street videos zomg how lame have i becomed O: ahaha BUT SESAME STREET IS AWESOME ;DDD
feel so bored now :X hmm sleep time again then (: oohlala so awesome ahaha so byebyes xD
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:37 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
feel so tired and sleepy .__. haha during prac i was telling yu qing pretty much what i do everyday, and "sleeping time" was like 50% of it -.-
pfft holidays coming to an end, not that it was much of a holiday either, since thr were idk how many PTs and AAs and when i'm slacking i feel guilty dumping them at one side and worried that i wont be able to finish it :/ still kinda proud of the fact i havent stayed up til 2am of smt doing PTs or homewk heh, shall try to keep it that way xD
anws nth else. sleeping time now. ahaha kidding shall go watch tv or smt, ciao~
anws nth else. sleeping time now. ahaha kidding shall go watch tv or smt, ciao~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:49 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
oh my goodness i cant find my bio folder :X like pretty much all my bio stuff is there and i really dk where on earth it went :/ stupid stupid stupid and it's not like my bio is super good or something so i dont need my worksheets zomg and i dont think anyone is actually kind enough to let me photocopy like all their worksheets either :/
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:29 AM
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
zomg ahaha went to school today again :/ pfft was so tired afterwards. lunched with classmates then went home zomg drained O:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:48 PM
Monday, March 14, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
oh man i hate watching the news or reading the newspapers now. even logging out of my yahoo email account and arriving at the yahoo news page hurts too. seeing all these people crying and wondering what happened to their family and friends is just terrible. and some of them are actually so calm and not even hysterical. i dont know how i would feel if this had happened to me.
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 11:15 AM
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
ah okay now i'm worried for the other countries around the pacific ring of fire :X
walked home from tuition just now, and along the way i sorta detoured to old places i used to go to. one of them was the playground i used to go to all the time when i was super tiny ahaha okay fine i'm still tiny. zomg i was so fit then, i did swimming and cycling, and i loved the monkey bars haha xD but now i think i've forgotten how to swim or cycle, and i dont think i can do monkey bars anymore, haiz D:
i suddenly feel like eating strawberries (:
hmm i shld be doing my english aa but i kinda feel too lazy to do anything :X oh shoot it's due in 2 weeks' time O: zomg my mugger mode must be switched on :/
zomg i'm so worried abt my pipa. okay after syf i'm gonna prac at least thrice a week for 10 minutes, no make that four times a week :/ pfft i really dont feel like waiting another year to take my exam O: which reminds me, i need to get new nails hmm but i'm usually too lazy haha xD
cant wait for the june hols when another 6i'09 reunion may be held ;DD but it shldnt be at ecp anymore since it was held there for the past 2 times haha xD
hmm okay nth else tv's too awesome so byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 5:20 PM
JIAYOUS JAPAN!
okay i realise i keep saying that now, but seriously i feel so worried yet helpless :/
just came bck from pipa class zomg my left hand fingers hurt. that just shows how often i prac my own songs. with syf pieces my fingers rarely ache but with my exam pieces (where i press 2/3/4 strings together) they ache like mad if i dont prac regularly :X zomg master class next week and i still dk if i shld go :/
zomg got new earphones ytd! and a camera! and speakers! whee ;DD ahaha zomg okay our camera kinda spoilt (bish luh you cheeyang!) heh using the new speakers now, AWESOME ;DD
okay anws that's all. come let us all pray for japan i really feel so disturbed and worried :/
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 12:06 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
japan jiayous okay, please pull through.
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 7:40 PM
omg i feel so worried and troubled now. PLEASE HELP JAPAN. zomg i wanna do that too but idk how :/
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 3:28 PM
Friday, March 11, 2011
Friday, March 11, 2011
zomg i feel so drained.
went to school with sophia and jingyin for bio, zomg we're really screwed but let's not talk abt sad stuff haha. then lunched at plaza sing and went back to finish up. and no, we havent even started on our video yet .__.
after that went to gift! zomg ahaha the first time i'm going for friday session ;DD at first i reached there and spent like idk how long washing paint off my hands .__. when i came out aini, gladys and gladys's friend had reached ;DD so we bought dinner, brought it to the cc and ate ahaha xD saw 2 volunteers when we were buying food and a few others came after that too (: hehhh it was awesome ;DD
session started and zomg the children were EPIC O: they're super hyper and high and awesome! ;DD whereas saturday children are like mummies compared to them .__. so yeah i was feeling kinda overwhelmed/surprised/happy ahaha then i rmbr laughing so much during the beginning too (: esp when one child ran like three rounds for duck duck goose (:
small book reading! i got 4 children and there was one boy who was ENTHU ttm ;DD after a while nadiah asked another girl to sit with me so then i had 5 ahaha whee awesomee ;DD but then while i was reading i realised she looked really sad and distracted so i sorta tried talking to her. heh kinda lucky that enthu boy was there bcos he sorta took the book into his hands and started showing the pictures in the books to the other 3 and talking to them (: so friendly ahaha xD but then the 5th girl was really really really sad and she looked like she was about to cry so i called aini, but even then she didnt really want to talk to aini or smt .__. so aini and nadiah brought her to one corner and let her draw. after a while she suddenly became happy ahaha so awesome right! ;DD even thou i srsly feel really dumb not knowing what to do .__. guess i'm not used to super hyper + emotionally children? :/
saw 2 volunteers today who were REALLY AWESOME ;DDD ahaha they were great with the children and i totally pei fu them now O: zomggg O:
after session was debrief but i had to leave early. my parents fetched me from one of the mrt stops in between thank goodness i was DRAINED ttm so i was half falling asleep in the train :/ reached home, and tada here i am (:
hmm i shld sleep soon. PANDA EYES O:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:46 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
HAPPY BDAY TO MOI! ;DD
zomg ahaha today was epic (:
reached school early to do bio with sophia and jingyin but it was a fail :/ so went to plaza sing to buy materials for our model then lunched there. came back and since class was occupied, we went out to somewhr like a balcony or smt and camwhored ahaha xD after that went back to class to do weird weird poses :b first time i camwhored since like forever (:
reached school early to do bio with sophia and jingyin but it was a fail :/ so went to plaza sing to buy materials for our model then lunched there. came back and since class was occupied, we went out to somewhr like a balcony or smt and camwhored ahaha xD after that went back to class to do weird weird poses :b first time i camwhored since like forever (:
went to wells ahaha it was AWESOME! ;DD just like last year, it rained on us so everyone got wet, esp those in the 2nd half of the class (: so i borrowed nicole's poncho and then me and yu qing shared an umbrella, but then i got so sian bcos i kept being whacked by the umbrella (ahaha bish luh you yu qing! :]) and i found it disturbing to carry around so yu qing just carried it as she didnt wear a poncho. ahaha so yes, i got drenched (: namely bcos poncho's arent that thick and my head was too big for the hood (:
but it was still awesomely fun haha i felt so hyped up after the trail compared to before it ;DD yu qing was awesome and it was fun hearing/watching yvette and thiyana complain abt the wetness of the forest (: AND YES IT WAS MUDDY ahahahahahahaha xD okay i'm not a fan of mud but at least it was exciting trudging across soft and squishy mud (: haha i sound so different from last year when i constantly complained abt mud haha! (:
after wells went for co prac and this time it wasnt as fun :/ zomg i had this HUGE headache and really bad gastric the entire time so i cldnt even play properly :X and shoot i didnt even bring my nails .__. zomg really grateful to nicole for lending me hers! O: and then i felt so touched when tanbo hugged me and wished me happy bday, even thou i was kinda distracted since i didnt feel well :/ but thx guys! ;DD
went home, then opened some present! ;DD zomg okay this present really really really affected me loads but i shant say who it was from thou. it was this notebook with some bangles (meant to be for my love for indian pop! :]) and a card with it. the card was EPIC it had several drawings on it so it looked kinda like a comic strip. at first when i read it along with the words and stuff, i LAUGHED LIKE MAD!! ;DD then after a while i suddenly felt like crying :/ i looked at the notebook and the stuff drawn and written inside and i felt so touched :/
but still, THANKS EVERYONE ELSE!!! ;DDDDD felt so happy when people wished me a happy bday (: and the presents were AWESOME too ahaha xD ohman they all know me so well haha! ;DD
okay haha i'm listening to music now so byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:11 PM
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
to say that i'm pissed would be an understatement.
THANK YOU PIPA AND PIANO ;DD
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
stop pretending like you even give a crap about me being happy on my birthday.
i have loads of other commitments more important than this.
and yes, you already ruined it so dont make it seem like i can be happy with you tomorrow.
stay out of my plans and stop trying to ruin today and tomorrow further for me.
THANK YOU PIPA AND PIANO ;DD
i somehow felt loads better after playing them (: heh i pracced a bit of my exam pieces for pipa and flipped open my brother's piano books to play them on the piano too xD
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:36 PM
tired :/
okay idk why i'm tired i didnt even do anything today :/ haiz .__. and for some reason i dont even feel happy that it's my bday tmrw :X anws not expecting anyth haha, just some trip to wells for lj week and having to cancel an impt appointment to go for prac .__. not that it's not worth it or anything barh, just that i know i'll feel really drained and tired right after wells D:
and next week = chionging pts and aas zomg scary :X
my life sounds so weird. nvm byebyes (: wanna take a nap now (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:11 PM
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
hellooooo (: ahaha today was fun again ;DD
supposed to have a class lunch today but then everyone got late notice (heh sorry me and en kyi's fault :/) so then in the end very few people came and even then they still kep with their friends :/ whereas i lunched with joyce, keerthana and chi wen see such a variety right! ;DD
ford factory was interesting ahaha xD at first was a bit sian but then there was something like station games then it was awesome ;DD the guides were funny and stuff too ahaha xD
went home with chi wen ahaha first time going back with just her (: zomg haha she was awesome company ;DD
french tomorrow O: OH CRAP I HAVENT EVEN STARTED ON MY ASSIGNMENT O: okay okay i shld go do it now byebyes.
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:48 PM
Monday, March 7, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
hello!(:
ahaha today was fun! ;DD went to batam! so my parents sent me to sch (zomg super grateful O:) then we went to harbourfront before taking a ferry to batam (:
ahaha today was fun! ;DD went to batam! so my parents sent me to sch (zomg super grateful O:) then we went to harbourfront before taking a ferry to batam (:
slept on the ferry ahaha xD
went on some cultural tour first in batam, but i cldnt hear much and it was super warm :/ oh and i didnt bring sunblock :X zomg thanks so much sarah for giving me some ;DD at least now i dont look like a lobster (:
after that was lunch. zomg fun fun fun! they were playing music and we were singing along to it ;DD at first was english songs but they suddenly changed to kpop then we cldnt sing to it .__. so i was like crossing my fingers for lucifer (it's like the only kpop song i like heh :b) but they kept playing snsd zomg my ears were aching ahaha xD so after the awesome food (yes it was AWESOME ;DD) we went to look at what songs they had but they didnt have lady gaga *ahem ahem*, billionaire or forget you :/ then this other class came and they asked for some songs. heh idk why but they played in the end by linkin park (AWESOME ;DD) and i was singing to it (: yes i know other people's ears were burning too ahaha xD the person played the karaoke version and she actually gave me and en kyi the mike O: ahaha but of course we didnt take it (: so after a few more songs we had to leave D:
went to the school ;DD ahaha the children were super enthusiastic! was so touched! they were all so happy and stuff and i dont think i rmbr ever being like that when i was younger :/ haiz .__. like they arent as fortunate as us yet they're happy 347928370198374x more than us :/ so they did some welcome performances for us then we went to their classes (: ahaha first we played some games with them, then we sang some songs with them and we read to them too! zomg it was just like gift, except that their english werent as good yet they were older :/ so i just improved their vocab by teaching them the names of things in the books rather than reading the entire thing to them, hope it helped :/ oh then we "taught" (more like revised) the alphabet with them and we had to leave :/
on the bus trip to the ferry terminal MR YEO SANG BAD ROMANCE! ;DD awesome ahahahaha xD he told us not to record but duh who wldnt right (: except for me and a few others bcos we were too lazy (:
pretty much everyone slept on the ferry ride bck to singapore ahaha xD not our fault luh we were sleepy and it was really refreshing to sleep whee ;DD after that passed immigration and stuff and went bck to sch (:
class dinner! more like a 10-people dinner ahaha xD me, nicole, en kyi, yong ling, keerthana, sophia, charlene, cheryl tang, joyce and tan qi went whee ;DD heh but it was fun! en kyi treated me to dessert for my birthday whee thanks so much! ;DD so after everyone left me, en kyi, nicole, yong ling and keerthana just stayed behind for dessert and WE LAUGHED SO MUCH! ;DD thanks guys for the awesome time! ;DD
my parents sent nicole home heh i was kidding that i wld record all the directions down and stalk her muahaha xD okay of course i didnt i'm so nice (: but feel kinda guilty bcos we had to wait a while so we just went to borders and looked at books haha (: but nicole was awesome company whee ;DD
OH MAN WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH LUCIFER? this is like my 4th consecutive time playing that song already! O: and i'm not even a kpopper .__. tsk tsk :/
okay okay that's all heh idk what to do now i'm so bored (: dental tmrw O: hmm i shld find out what time we have to assemble tmrw heh (: okay tata~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 9:52 PM
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
zomg ashleigh and qi laoshi gave me a present today! ;DD wheeeee (: SO NICE OF THEM THANK YOU SO MUCH ;DDDD
was so tired today :/ pipa somehow drained me. zomg i really dont feel like going to masterclass on the 20th, and my teacher said i can choose not to go too :/ hmm... then after that i went home and fell asleep and woke up at like 1.50 when my tuition started at 2. so rushed there with my mom and my brother since they were going to parkway too. was so tired zomg and thanks so much for waking and hyping me up ;DD feel bad disturbing thou :/
after tuition went to parkway since my brother and my mom were still there. heh idk why but they only started eating lunch at like 3.30 :b so i joined them and then got bubble tea whee ;DD
i wanna go for gift this friday heh (:
okay that's all (: tata~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 5:19 PM
ahaha happy or happy ;DD zomg was laughing so much just now! ;DD bishhhh (:
tuition hw zomg okay i shall rush through it tmrw morning before pipa rather than now bcos then i'll have to sleep late :/
pipa tomorrow and i seriously didnt prac much :/ haiz idk why but recently i'm not able to find time for praccing :/ and i dont even take like 5 minutes out of xiaozu/dazu to prac my exam pieces bcos i just keep playing hua mulan and zheng. i mean i know i can prac during break but then i'm usually tired by then and it's called break for a reason :/ oh but what really worries me is...
PIPA MASTERCLASS ON 20th MARCH :X
okay masterclasses alws freak me out and almost everytime i try to be either one of the first or in the middle. last is the CREEPIEST for some reason heh. and i'm playing that cheemo song i started learning in january which i didnt get to prac much so... :X haiz .__. jiayous to meee (:
ahaha today with the cake the gifters bought for me and fc, i actually wished that i wld grow taller (: maybe i shldve wished for my playing to improve, for both pipa and piano :/ i really feel like i gave up dance in pri school for pipa and co (and also bcos dance had that ridiculous performance costume eeyer) so i better make the best out of it and JIAYOUUU ;DD this will be my last ever exam (unless i fail, which i'm really scared of since i'm not as free as last time :X) and i want to score high high! if not i'll feel like retaking and retaking until i finally get a good score .__. but even then i'm not sure whether i wanna take it this year or next year :/
just read an article about a stray dog called Wander who was put to sleep today. REST IN PEACE AWESOME WANDER (: there will be a day where people will stop abusing animals, or at least i hope there will be. but people shld understand that animals are just as awesome as us and therefore shld be treated with the same respect. let's work towards this (:
zomg i find my recent posts have all been really long O: ahaha last time's ones used to be really short xD so i shall take this as a good thing (: anws sleepy now, byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 12:14 AM
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
today was so awesome until now. seriously i need to start spending more time away from here.
everyone compares me to other people and even though i hate it no one cares. but when i compare myself to others, i'm not "allowed" to. fine, you can piss me off, you can screw up 2011 for me, you can even make me cry when it's so close to my birthday but just don't pretend like i'm equal to or even treated like everyone else. someone can get 50 out of 100 things that he/she wants but i dont even get 1 out of the 1 thing that i want. and the thing's not like so absurd in the first place.
suddenly i feel like the prospect of my birthday isnt as awesome as i imagined. yes, imagined, because it seems like no one cares.
but thank goodness for the awesome gifters who really made me so touched and really happy today (: sometimes i feel as though saturdays are the only thing i look forward to now. the past four weeks have been magical and it's all thanks to gift (:
today started off kinda bad bcos ____ happened and i feel kinda dumb yet pissed at someone else. oh and i feel worried too. but after that the founder's day celebration started and it was awesome ;DD the performances were really great and meaningful - ahaha the guest of honours were GREAT ;DD it wasnt just like performance after performances like last year, this time there was a really funny storyline but in the end the celebration turned out to be more talking than performing ahaha but it was still great ;DD after that we did some school cheers and then we were dismissed. which is precisely why we left school at 9+ compared to the 10+ i was expecting ahaha xD
so discussed bio with ningjing, yongling and jingyin in the bus today ahaha zomg despo! xD it was strangely fast. jingyin told me it'll take 1h but in the end the bus reached in only like 30 minutes ;DD so we got off, and me and yongling mrted to our destinations (: reached lakeside at around 10 so then went to gift (:
arrived at gift 15 minutes later, and session had alr started. ahaha it was fun! except i think the children didnt really understand what we were trying to say :X ohwells we'll try again next session i guess :/ huimin also seemed really distracted and idk what happened :/ haiz .__. oh btw ahaha me and huiyun read to 3 children! 2 of which were new and the other was jason whee ;DD anws we ended 5 minutes late and then we had debrief. planned for next week's session too hmm everyone didnt really seemed focussed once aini left :/ oh haha the seniors came too! ;DD some of which i dont know heh :b
after that went to jp with hui ling, hayathi, foong chuan, yong quan, jefferey and vijay for lunch (: haha bus 30 came then everyone rushed forward, except awesome huiling and me, bcos we noticed a much emptier bus 30 behind so we abandoned everyone (muahaha xD) and went there haha ;DD and we actually reached earlier! O: on the way talked to hui ling a lot and shes really nice and awesome ;DD ahaha really really REALLY awesome ;DD oh and hayathi left to find her friends once we reached jp :/ anws we went to macs but it was so crowded so we decided to just dabao haha :b so while everyone else was queuing me and hui ling went to buy cake ahaha xD went all over the basement of jp finding a nice and reasonably-priced cake and then WE FOUND IT ;DD some passionfruit cake that looked like a log cake whee (: so we got it and went to the playground near the library to eat (:
so we went to eat in this sheltered place and it was great ;DD we talked, played songs and stuff zomg IT WAS AWESOME ;DD (okay i know i keep saying that :]) so after eating macs we sang a birthday song for me and foong chuan (muahaha my name was louder - or so i think :/) then we ate the cake! ;DD it was seriously awesome and wonderful (:
i know feel really guilty that they treated me to cake and lunch :/ okay i shldve paid. i offered but i shldve been more insistent :/
heh i've cheered up after thinking about gift (: i love what i do there and everyone so much ;DD idk how i'm gonna bear with missing 5 sessions :/ haiz .__. it's alws so hard for me to accommodate everything, and next session seems to may have a shortage of people :/
anws that's all, nidda start on homewk now :/
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 4:58 PM
Friday, March 4, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
zomg i just looked through some photos in my com and i feel so... many mixed feelings (:
those photos all showed me smiling and stuff, thou i remember that i kinda faked my smile for some of them :/ and then there were photos of me acting emo or evil or loads of other weird stuff i just feel as though all of those stuff are what i'm really feeling now. i get that feeling that this year is a really sadder one. since jan till now i keep on getting pissed and emo once in a while :/ and i still dk the reason :X
there was this really interesting photo where i was playing on my pipa in school during prac. i mean i was really playing me OWN pipa which means i actually brought it all the way there O: and i really dont remember that ahaha xD i cld kinda see that i was more attached to that pipa bcos i was hugging it and when i saw it in the photo i immediately knew it was my pipa even thou that recognisable dragon was not captured by the camera (: zomg i love my pipa ;DD
then there were many photos of me, yongling, nicole and cheryl. they were really awesome and i smiled when i saw it (: SYNC is really awesome ;DD it's kinda cool how all our names could actually form something cool (: and sync is really a good word to describe us too (: je t'aime, mon sync (: ahaha failed french :X
there was this file in my pictures folder too, even thou there werent many photos there, but i still remember it really really really well (: it was the photos i took during the last day of the maths thing in jurong ;DD zomg it was like the first time i really interacted with young children (: but i kinda felt as though i didnt teach them that well bcos i didnt really know how to engage their attention and stuff :/ oh and i really didnt have the heart to tell them to stop colouring which means that the lessons alws started late bcos i let them draw and draw and colour and colour for a really longgggggg time O:
and lastly, the 5i and 6i photos ;DD 2008 and 2009 are still the awesomest years ;DD we made an awesome class and crafted wonderful memories together (: wanqing + lynn + ashleigh + jiamin i love you guys so much ;DD lemme say something that's familiar to all of us - i love you like spongebob loves patrick ;DD (or smt like that im not that sure :/) ahaha spongebob was like our obsession or smt (: and our class reunions were (y) ;DD it was greattt ;DD
okay that's all heh else this post will be too long :/ my brother's currently talking to someone from gift on the phone and at first i was kididng with him saying it was someone discussing surprise birthday party plans for me ahaha xD but then now he looks real serious and grim and he just mentioned something about _______ (is it private? i'm not sure :/) so now i'm getting worried...? haiz .__.
anws early start tmrw , tata~
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:53 PM
zonked out :/ SAVE ME O:
i seriously feel really unappreciated nowadays :/
founders day celebration tmrw! ;DD ahaha hoping it'll end early so i can rush off to gift, but even then i can only come for half of the debrief or smt. ohwells it's worth it haha gonna discuss bio with ningjing, jingyin and yongling in the bus tmrw (: ahaha this is called DESPERATION xD
got really pissed with a group of people today :/ they're all blah blah blah and throws all the work at others and when it's not done properly WE get scolded. they're called _____ for a reason okay, it's not just up to others to do all the work since they are in charge of it. and yes, maybe sometimes we dont do it right, but then they shld have the courtesy to tell us instead of just heck caring and when it all screws up just goes - oh you didnt do it right, please do more. i got so frustrated today but i tried not to show it :/ one day i should try to stop bottling up everyth i feel just so that i dont piss off others (okay sometimes my efforts are futile but ohwells at least i tried :/) and just explode and yell at those that piss ME off.
lit was fun today ahaha xD we had to craft out a poem i our groups so we composed a sonnet and IT WAS AWESOME ;DD ahaha it was from the point of view of a woman whos lover went to war. so at first shes really proud of him until she realises (or doubts, but it's really likely) that he has died in the war. the beginning was really great, but then we rushed through the end, so the ending was really screwed :/ we sorta had to come up with the last sentence on the spot so then it was - "and now i know he was killed by a dart" OKAY YES I KNOW IT'S SCREWED but we had to rhyme it with "heart" and rhyming isnt any of our strongest points ahaha xD but the beginning was really really really poetic and nice and i'm really proud of it (: even thou lit tcher did point out that i few parts were weird .__. ohwells it was GREAT i'm so proud of my group ;DD
prac + tuition today was exhausting. it's not that i cant bear to prac for four hours and have tuition for 1.5 hours just that yes, it is really draining but i also dont get to eat for a really long time :/ i eat lunch at 2 and then dont eat dinner until 9+ :/ no snacks in between too, at most water. okay i know some of those pro people out there can do this but cmon dont deprive my appetite of the food it really needs :/ and then even during lunch i eat really little bcos i'm usually dismissed late on fridays (like today we were dismissed like 10 mins late) and then the queues are really long and there's not much time so i eat really little. so in the end i just pig out during dinner :/ haiz .__. idk if i can cope now :/
phbbt dont feel like waking up early tmrw :/ okay shall sleep soon byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 10:11 PM
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
ahaha today was funnnn ;DD
classes were FUNNYY ;DD until lit, bcos our class got scolded :/ okay i know it's kinda our fault that we have no sense of time and that we're talkative and stuff haiz .__. so then lit teacher seemed real pissed :/
lunched with my date - YAJIUN ;DD ahaha jkjk xD zomg heh funny or funny i alws feel like laughing whnvr i'm with her ;DD then after lunch she went to her class to pack her stuff and came to my class. zomg her class is REALLY quiet, like pin-drop silence and stuff O: as compared to my class where everyone was making noise and stuff ahaha xD heh okays then we just talked and did some stuff then it was prac (:
juniors started learning their instrus today! ;DD ahaha the new sec 3 pipa seems really enthu abt pipa ;DD oh wait that's normal bcos PIPA IS AWESOME ;DDD ahaha wheee (: heh :b so halfway through prac pipa went out to prac by themselves again zomg okay then we took a short break and watched this other co playing some really cool and awesome song whee zomg ;DD ahaha okays then went bck to tanbo classrm to prac with the rest and after that went home.
went home with huiqing zomg ahaha i never knew she stayed so near me ;DD whee (: and while walking to the bus stop with her and jingyin we kept on yelling "WE HAVE A WINNER!" ahahaha xD okays that's lame ttm (:
tomorrow TGIF! ;DD zomg cant wait ahaha xD i think i'm gonna rush to gift on saturday even thou there's founders day, thou i think i'm only gonna be able to go for the debrief but even then i'm gonna be late for debrief .__. okay now i have second thoughts about going :/ but ohwells i'm gonna try bcos it's my BIRTHDAY next week and i'll have awesome luck ;DD
speaking of which, jinyao and nicole gave me a present today! ;DD wheeeee (: ahaha zomg so grateful to them thx so much youre such awesome seniors! ;DD ahaha then jinyao said she may give me another present bcos i asked her like 2 weeks ago "why never give me valentines day gift?" ahaha heh EPIC but she didnt have to give i was just kidding (:
we must get a pipa shirt! (thou we're all too lazy to and the design's probably gonna be nicole's face plastered on the front of the shirt which means we'll have to get a new shirt next year once nicole graduates :/ oh and it's probably not gonna be approved by the school ahaha xD) anws PIPA IS AWESOME (yes i know i said that earlier) and my pipa seniors are just as awesome bcos they cheer me up during prac when i'm down (: esp last week and this week since i found out ______ and i suddenly felt upset and disappointed :/
okay okay that's all, tata (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:31 PM
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
just received some awesome news ;DD okay maybe it's not so awesome bcos it's a waste of time but if there is _____ and i'm able to change my _____ timing then maybe i can go for ____ ;DD okay it's tough typing like this but i just dont wanna make it so obvious what the awesome news it (:
BIO SPA = HORROR
dont remind me about it :/ oh wait i'm reminding myself. oh crap now i feel dumb :/
french was alright zomg ahaha yanling's epic. YEAH YEAH LIKE THERE'S AN INK BLOT ON MY CHEEK RIGHTTT ;DD
still have yet to borrow a french book from the library zomg i dont feel like borrowing lol in fact im not even sure where the library is .__.
hmm okay late dinner now (: byebyes (:
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 8:29 PM
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
zomg bio spa tmrw :X PANIC zomg okay i'm really scared now :/ i srsly cant hear nor understand anything bio teacher says :/ haiz .__. and i dont even know how i'm supposed to study now actually :X
okays school was normal haiz .__. ahaha yongling is awesome ;DD zomg she helped me clear up my lab bench bcos my lab partner *ahem* abandoned me tsk tsk! O: ahaha really nice of her zomg ;DD
french tmrw :/ not exactly looking fwd to it haiz .__.
ytd's cake was awesome ;DD ahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEENY TINY LITTLE BOY! ;DD hmph okay fine i know hes taller .__. and older too. muahaha xD
phbbt cant go for gift this week :/ founders' day celebration and after that prob still need to discuss stuff with my bio groupmates blehhh :/
anws nth else, shall take a nap or smt, byebyes (:
hmm i wonder if i can start praccing my pipa yet :/
SUCHEN ON TOP OF THE WORLD~ 6:20 PM